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Civilian
call me Vi
She/Her
26 YEARS OLD
March
13
Pisces
Hanoi, Vietnam
Demisexual
Teacher
TAG WITH @vi
VIVIAN NGUYEN
i'm not asking for much, but maybe i still don't deserve it
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Should she be here? [break][break]
Light footsteps pace, back and forth in front of the door as slender fingers begin to twirl around each other. Something didn't feel right this morning when she woke up; not because of something that happened, but because something that hadn't happened. Her morning had been quiet. It had been fruitless, what with how she was use to the phone vibrating and dinging to alert her of every notification and text from one person. On a regular or even a bad day, she would still have a 'good morning' waiting for her. She would have some words on the screen, if not a call around the time she wakes up to help the woman wake herself up. When that call doesn't come, it's obvious that she would be worried, right? It's obvious if someone were to suddenly drop from their schedule, if it weren't a gradual change. [break][break]
Yet that morning, when she called him for whatever solace - praying deep inside that, for once, she was overthinking - she was greeted with a usual cheerful tone, but it sounded so much more.. Exhausted. It sounded drained, almost muffled and congested by his nose. She asked and pressed as much as she could (it doesn't say much, solely because she's the last person to press on anything) and yet got no answer from the man. On a normal day to anyone else, she would quietly worry. She would be anxious and probably drop over with some medicine like the one in her bag. Pray be that it was her anxiety conjuring ridiculous scenarios or at worse, be a normal fever. [break][break]
That's what she assumed as such. On one hand it doesn't surprise her with how hard he'd been working. No matter how much one loved their job, it would be best for them to take a breather to keep themselves immune to strains and bacteria that could sneak past their immune system. Vivian raises her hand as bright and clear amethyst eyes look upwards at the door. "... Deep breaths, Vivian.." She mumbles to herself before she hesitantly pushes the door bell. The sound of the bell is muffled behind the door, but the lingering sound was beginning to make her heart race slightly from the anticipation. She quickly lowers her gaze to eye the plastic bag - stocked up with tea, medicine, a hot water pack and a thermometer for good measure - before glancing back up to the door. [break][break]
The plan was to drop by, help him with his fever, and leave before she can do him much anymore trouble. After all, she's already leaving the school during the lunch and.. Truthfully, she didn't know how long she was going to be staying here.
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Civilian
call me Tae, Tyr, Liekos
He/Him
27 YEARS OLD
August
7
Leo
Seoul, South Korea
Bisexual
Idol/CEO
TAG WITH @taeseung
Tae Seung Kyon
no one wants to see the way society keeps spreading the disease.
[attr="class","trying"] [attr="class","we1"] [attr="class","lost1"]Yeet, yot, thou art a thot~. [attr="class","rise"] [attr="class","dying1"] [attr="class","mouths1"]A sigh escaped into the air; light, airy, and generally weak, to say the very least. Breaths, shallow. Body, weary. Vision impaired, head throbbing… Long story short? He could feel everything, and he could hear almost everything, alongside that. While he seemed to be hyper aware towards his surroundings to the point where it was almost excruciating within even the faintest amounts, his ability to react and cope accordingly, in general, had been drastically narrowed, if not laid to momentary rest for a fair while, by then, altogether. ...He was a strong man. Always was, always would be. Or...so he would’ve liked to keep thinking, at the very least. When most heard the name Tae Seung Kyon - be it in passing, the workplace, or otherwise - they would’ve likely connected the name to the words ‘erratic’, ‘hardworking’, or other qualities of the sort, if the given name had been recognized, to begin with. Either way, these same words would denote to strength; to perseverance. ...Because if there was one thing that he knew how to do above else, it was to push forward without a damn to give, and to play the part of his own trailblazer. He was his own destiny forger. He was his own boss.
Nothing could get him down. Ever.
It was something that was true. Something that was always true, no matter what he or anyone did, said, or thought. ...Yet right there and then, within those few, particular moments within that afternoon, he had been more than aware that that day had been unlike any other. For one reason or another, he was failing. His mind was failing. His body was failing. He was failing, and even if he could still muster the strength and effort to shove a tired version of that signature grin of his out while greeting and conversing with the people he knew, that fact still remained true, and it was something that he hated. It was why he found himself taking a breather at home, that afternoon. For the past several days, he had been taking his life into his own hands as usual; heading to work, chatting others up, and that whole shebang. Same old, same old; nothing too special. As time went on, though, he could feel the change. Something was wrong. Something was ailing him. Whatever it was, it took enough of a toll on him to actually consider leaving work early for the day, despite the overall position that he held within his own company.
At that moment, he had been in the kitchen of his home; leaning upon the opposing counter to the stove with his elbows secured upon it, and his face held softly within the palm of one, while the remaining held the back of its form against his neck within his own, best attempts to assess his temperature. By the aromas of searing and sizzling meats and the like, one would never guess that anything was wrong until they caught a direct glance upon his form, and - eventually - the manner in which he gradually leaned his head further into his hands with a subtle, tired groan within foreign tongues. What even is this…? he thought to himself; azure voids holding a lackluster alteration of their normal glow - if even hosting their normal, natural energies, to begin with - while they focused within a narrowed glare upon the counter before him. He inhaled deeply before shutting his eyes, altogether. ”Medicine’s not even helping…” he murmured in continuation of the thought, though not without clearing his throat and stifling a not so subtle cough. ”It’s been way too long, too…”
For the most part, he stayed that way for what he felt to have been no more than a few minutes, though - in reality - it had been a few minutes shy of ten; nothing too devastating to whatever was on the pan, though something to cause a faint char upon its heated side by the time he gathered enough willpower to turn around and flip it. Soon after doing so, he turned his attention towards a kettle sitting upon a neighboring rack; gazing upon it with a tired and almost dazed eye for several seconds too long before sighing and reaching out with a rag for safety in order to lift it up as it whistled. With the chamomile already seeped within the bag partway through the heating, he took care to pick through his cabinets for a cup before pouring it in, and - soon afterwards - slipped a couple spoonfuls of honey in with that he noticed to be an oddly and uncharacteristically wavering and shaky grasp.
It was different. ...It was unsettling.
Nevertheless, he continued on with prepping the basics of whatever remedies he could forge, though by the time that he had been able to take a couple of sips of the tea, he lifted his gaze a faint bit at the sound of the bell. Even with the sound registered within his mind, however, it seemed to take a couple of moments for him to properly realize what was happening. His brows furrowed weakly as he tilted his head. ...Everyone’s at work right now. Or...whatever… With a tired, yet curious mind, he eyed his cup for a small while in debate of whether or not to bring it with him with his faltering grasp taken into account, though pushed whatever qualms he had aside while ultimately opting to bring it with him on his way down the hallway. A slow, grumbling sigh left his lips as he lifted the ceramic to take another sip, which was followed by a second one in steeling and preparation as he lowered it. Whatever… Pull yourself together, big boy~. Can’t go hacking in someone’s face right now…
With that final thought, he gave a final, softer huff before reaching out with an unoccupied hand; flicking the lock to unfasten, and turning the knob of the door prior to pulling inwards for sake of opening it. The woman he saw before him - even if it took a couple of moments to properly recognize her within his daze - surprised him, given her schedule. ”Eh…? Vi~...?” Compared to earlier when he called, the drop in tone, as well as the raspiness that he had been trying to suppress, would’ve been much more apparent, though he did his best to pay it no mind, as well as to give it no point of concern as he gave her an amused smile, despite his condition- bother external, and internal. His lip quirked as he eyed her, then eyed the bag that she brought with her. ”What’re you doing here…? Shouldn’t you be at work?” ulla [newclass=.we1]background-image:url(https://i.imgur.com/lGc9v4G.jpg?1);height:380px;width:400px;padding-top:120px;overflow:hidden;[/newclass][newclass=.avatar]background-color:#363636;width:50%;padding:10px;opacity:.9;transition:1s;border:#666 1px solid;padding-top:30px;padding-bottom:30px;transition-delay:2.5s;[/newclass][newclass=.lost1]font-size:12px;font-family:Alegreya Sans SC;color:#fff;letter-spacing:2px;padding:10px;background-color:#363636;opacity:.9;border:#666 1px solid;width:50%;transition:1s;margin-top:10px;margin-bottom:10px;transition-delay:2.5s;[/newclass][newclass=.trying:hover .lost1]opacity:0;transition:1s;[/newclass][newclass=.trying:hover .avatar]opacity:0;transition:1s;[/newclass][newclass=.rise]padding-top:25px;height:475px;width:400px;background-color:#272727;opacity:.8;margin-top:200px;transition:2s;transition-delay:1s;[/newclass][newclass=.trying:hover .rise]margin-top:-360px;transition:1.5s;transition-delay:1s;[/newclass][newclass=.dying1]width:80%;padding:10px;background-color:#1a1a1a;border:#444 1px solid;opacity:0;transition:1s;[/newclass][newclass=.mouths1]color:#eee;font-size:10px;text-align:justify;height:370px;overflow:auto;padding:5px;[/newclass][newclass=.lying1]width:80%;padding:3px;background-color:#1a1a1a;color:#777;font-size:10px;text-align:left;border:#444 1px solid;margin-top:10px;padding-left:10px;padding-right:10px;opacity:0;transition:1s;[/newclass][newclass=.trying:hover .dying1]opacity:1;transition:1s;transition-delay:2.5s;[/newclass][newclass=.trying:hover .lying1]opacity:1;transition:1s;transition-delay:2.5s;[/newclass][newclass=.trying ::-webkit-scrollbar]width:7px;[/newclass][newclass=.trying ::-webkit-scrollbar-track-piece]background:#444;border-left:3px solid #1a1a1a;border-right:3px solid #1a1a1a;[/newclass][newclass=.trying ::-webkit-scrollbar-thumb]background:#000;border:#444 1px solid;[/newclass][newclass=.dying1 b]color:#508ACC[/newclass][googlefont=Alegreya Sans SC]
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Civilian
call me Vi
She/Her
26 YEARS OLD
March
13
Pisces
Hanoi, Vietnam
Demisexual
Teacher
TAG WITH @vi
VIVIAN NGUYEN
i'm not asking for much, but maybe i still don't deserve it
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This wasn't a good idea. [break][break]
He was sick, what was she thinking? He was probably exhausted, suffering in the confines of his own bed. He was forced to stay in one spot, it was probably the last thing that he, of all people, would have been doing so willingly. The fact that this was so out of character concerned her-- Yes, that's it. The fact that this was out of character for him, and that he was sick. Was this possibly due to him walking around that night? Or.. Was it because he had gone through the trouble of asking her to hang out with him during the lunar new year festival? Was it because of her that he actually did end up getting himself sick with a fever or a cold? Oh gods, she hoped that it wasn't because of her that he was suffering from this-- But knowing how much credit she gave herself (or lack thereof), the thought crept in and slithered into her mind more often times than she would like. [break][break]
In the midst of her thoughts and her subtle panic, she's greeted by the figure of the man in question; exhausted, fatigue, quiet, ill. It takes her a moment to properly register his condition, only for her eyes to widen a subtle bit in spite of the usually straight and dull expression that's plastered on her face. "... Gods, you look terrible.." She speaks in a hushed tone with that same stare, more for herself rather than to him-- And she wasn't wrong. He looked like he was struggling to pick himself up-- Struggling to smile as he usually did. But the most unsettling of it all? He was struggling to be himself, and that never happened. Vivian offers a silent glance to assess his condition as she gently grips the plastic bag hanging from both hands. "I-.. I came to check up on you, because you didn't sound well, this morning." And it appeared as though her anxiety was properly expressed this time around. Although he held the smile at his lips, she could see the subtle shaking in his hand as he grasped the ceramic cup. [break][break]
"You're really in no condition to be walking around, Tae." Her tone is cold, knowing that she's stating the obvious. However cold and blunt she may speak, however, her voice was soft. She wasn't sure as to how bad the illness was, nor did she know the symptoms. But, if it were anything like the other generic illnesses, then she can expect him to be sensitive to light and to sound. The last thing she'd want is to make him uncomfortable; after all, she was already here with the intention to help him through the illness whether he liked it or not. Erk.. If he wouldn't mind too much, that is. She wouldn't want to be a bother, after all. It'd eat at her if she turned to be more of a nuisance and burden, rather than an assist. [break][break]
For the first time in a while, she doesn't bother to ask before she could come in. Rather, she offers him a questioning glance before getting a green light, albeit the butterflies in her stomach from earlier had begun fluttering for another reason; suddenly barging into his house without prior notice while holding a plastic bag. Out of context and not knowing who she was, it probably would have been seen as trespassing-- Hell, it might as well have been, or she was starting to over think again. "It's lunch right now. I have a break before I go back to work." She quietly sighs out, hooking the bag through her arm to rest against her elbow. With her free arm and hand, she reaches up to gently rest her knuckles against his forehead, only to immediately pull back upon feeling the heat practically radiating off of him. ".. By gods, you're burning up." It was no wonder why he was having so much trouble. Her gaze falls to the cup in his hand, as she now reaches out to him and holds her own hands out. [break][break]
"... I'll put the cup down. We need to get you to bed."
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Civilian
call me Tae, Tyr, Liekos
He/Him
27 YEARS OLD
August
7
Leo
Seoul, South Korea
Bisexual
Idol/CEO
TAG WITH @taeseung
Tae Seung Kyon
no one wants to see the way society keeps spreading the disease.
If it wasn't for that damned fever, he would've been perfectly fine, and capable of looking after himself. ...If anything, he still completely felt like he could take care of himself, but whether or not that was his own confidence or his pride taking the wheel by then would've remained a sort of enigma. Tired eyes focused within a wavering gaze upon her; slowly trailing along with her hand as she raised it, with one of them shutting softly once she pressed it against his head. A soft grumble left his lips, though he didn't quite make much of an effort to push it away prematurely. "Aaah... You're worrying for nothing, Vi. Honest~..." He managed to stifle a cough before it even threatened to outwardly surface, and in attempt to keep it down and soothe it, brought the same cup that he carried with him up to his lips in favor of taking a slightly longer drink. A quiet, vaguely exasperated sigh left his lips once the gesture was done and accounted for. "It's just a reaaaaally bad case of the snifflies. That's all~." Pride or confidence. The enigma that surfaced again, and the enigma that caused him to give her hands a quick glance before shaking his head with that constant, yet moderately weakened smile of his; a momentary rejection of the offer, yet one that was still much appreciated as evident by that same smile. "I dunno about you, man, but I think you're taking it a bit outta proportion, here~..." he mused on, backing away from the door, but leaving it open as an indirect means and invitation for her to come in if she so desired. "I may sound gross as shit right now, suuure... Aaand I appreciate the concern. Buuuut, I mean...it ain't like I'm dying, or anything~..." ------ VIVIAN NGUYEN((gonna turn this into a bit of a rapid fire now while your boi speaks some famous last words woops))
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played by
Marshmallow
POSTS
94
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Civilian
call me Vi
She/Her
26 YEARS OLD
March
13
Pisces
Hanoi, Vietnam
Demisexual
Teacher
TAG WITH @vi
VIVIAN NGUYEN
i'm not asking for much, but maybe i still don't deserve it
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He wasn't alright. That much was obvious. [break][break]
Normally, she would second guess herself. Normally, she would brush it off altogether, as her being a nuisance and possibly causing more trouble to him if she were to press it. Normally she would listen to his words, follow without a doubt and blindly accept them; but this? This was an entirely different situation in on its own. He was ill; that much was obvious. He looked as though he was struggling to keep himself standing straight. Throw him into water and he'd probably have trouble trying to keep himself afloat from just laying back into the water and drifting off. For his body.. Don't think she hadn't already seen the trudge across the floor, no matter how hard he may have tried to conceal the illness. No matter how hard he tried to downplay it. The cold gaze she gave him - albeit, unintentionally - showed the spark of scepticism at his words. "... Are you sure?" She asks. Are you sure, because she wasn't sure herself. She couldn't look at him and tell herself confidently 'he was okay. You're worrying for nothing'. [break][break]
She thinks, is it right of her to assume that he was okay? That he was genuinely fine and dandy with how he was handling himself? Is it right of her to assume that he was going to be fine? Is it right of her to assume, when she could clearly see his hand shaking while holding the cup earlier after she picked it up and took it away, that he was perfectly capable of carrying himself along for the rest of the day? He looked like he had barely eaten, and it was already midday. He looked famished. In the back of her mind, the voice pushing her to help him had already drowned out the anxiety that seemed to gradually push towards 'he isn't okay'. [break][break]
She doesn't need to say anything to signal that the latter words stung. "... Please don't say that.." She softly pleads, narrowing her amethyst eyes as she slowly welcomes herself in. Her leg lifts up to gently nudge the door shut before using her lowers (and nearly batted away hand) to lock and secure it. Even as he was taking a sip of the tea, she continued to stare at him in doubt, concern and skepticism alike. He.. Wasn't okay. That much was obvious. Was.. He trying not to worry her? She appreciated the gesture and.. She knows that she can.. Probably be a hassle when she worries. Maybe a bit too much of a burden? Overbearing? It was usually those thoughts that made her second guess her actions, evident by her as she carefully takes a momentary step back to reassess her actions. "Erm.. Excuse me for intruding.." Her voice starts in a weak mumble. It was instinctive (because there was no place that deserve to be sullied by her shoes). [break][break]
She takes a moment to take a gander at her surroundings. He was exhausted; he shouldn't be walking around. The woman approaches him after taking her shoes off at the front door, raising her hand to gently press her finger against the plate of the cup. "That.. Doesn't out rule the fact that you're sick. I brought some medicine and.. Some food that I can make that might help you feel better.." She starts before glancing down to the bags resting on the crease of her elbows ".. I was thinking of making some congee.."
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Civilian
call me Tae, Tyr, Liekos
He/Him
27 YEARS OLD
August
7
Leo
Seoul, South Korea
Bisexual
Idol/CEO
TAG WITH @taeseung
Tae Seung Kyon
no one wants to see the way society keeps spreading the disease.
"...I take it you're not gonna stop even if I keep saying it's fine...?"A few more seconds of silence passed while he eyed her; taking swift and clear note of how she did, indeed, follow after him, and mulling over her own words and meanings of aid, altogether. At that moment, he found himself at a sort of crossroads, to say the least. Like always, his pride had still been telling him to lay low and politely reject her efforts. Nagging at him to, even. He personally knew the depth and gravity of his condition - and even felt like he was going to eventually pass out, to say the least - but he had to stay strong. Strong for himself. Strong so he wouldn't burden the first person he'd always want to give the easiest time to. So, at first, he gave a slow, tentative sigh while shaking his head; starting off with an initial beginning of, "Really, Vi, I'm fi--" but had been quick to unwillingly cut himself off as an abrupt itch caught within his throat. It prompted him to narrow his eyes and look away at seeming lightspeed, and he lifted his arm just as quickly- though not without ensuring that her grasp upon the cup's plate had been situated and firmed before letting go, of course. He gave a small jerk while suppressing one cough, though immediately afterwards, the sound of another, outward, and audibly more painful one would've been heard, regardless of whether or not it was muffled by his mouth being against the bend of his elbow. That cough was followed by another, which was then followed by yet another; each equally as violent, and by the time they had settled, he had been left with a small cringe upon his face as he battled the lingering sting within his throat, as well as a slow, exasperated sigh. He eventually steeled himself before taking a deep breath before swallowing a bit as a means to try appeasing his throat, though gave a low, distasteful murmur in Korean before turning around and leaninh against the back of the couch nearest to him. After a few more moments of extensive debate, he closed his eyes briefly while taking another breath; a dual attempt at regulation, as well as a subtle means of defeat. He opened his eyes soon afterwards, and casted his gaze towards her with that same, weak smile. "You, uh... You're definitely not gonna let me off the hook, now, are you~...?" His attention drifted towards the kitchen afar, and after a small while more, he shook his head and walked over towards the counter with little more than the intention of taking hold of one of the straps of a nearby face mask. Well, looks like you're serving a more practical use for once, buddy...He slipped it over the lower half of his face before slipping his hands into his pockets. "...I already got something in the stove~..." he went on. "If...you're gonna work your magic, feel free to take it off the flame~..."-------- VIVIAN NGUYEN((god bless this sick boi))
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played by
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94
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Civilian
call me Vi
She/Her
26 YEARS OLD
March
13
Pisces
Hanoi, Vietnam
Demisexual
Teacher
TAG WITH @vi
VIVIAN NGUYEN
i'm not asking for much, but maybe i still don't deserve it
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"Your assumption would be correct." [break][break]
She wasn't going to stop, because she was worried. He was.. Her friend, so it was natural of her to fret over him.. Right? To this degree, it would be acceptable, yes? She wouldn't have been.. Bothering him, no? She doesn't know that he didn't want to be a bother or - god forbid - a burden to her, although it wouldn't be farfetched to assume that she wouldn't want to be a burden to him, in spite of trying her hardest to assist him in any way. In the back of her mind, she's filled up with questions that begin to criticize her actions; Even though she knew he was perfectly fine and her rational mind tells her it's alright - it's fine - to take care of him, why does she feels so uneasy? Is she afraid? Afraid of what? Messing up? Not being able to help him? Not being able to do a thing, even though he, of all people, have gotten sick? [break][break]
Even though he was the one she'd want to help the most? [break][break]
She has never understood that desire and has never pursued it otherwise (as far as she was concerned, there was another person she had to keep high on a pedestal even above the man before her). When it came to a situation where she would actually.. Need to take care of him, she finds herself taking the oddest of turns and pulling the most risky and uncharacteristic actions - in favour of him. It was odd-- And it was also the least of her worries. Her thoughts and doubts are put into an immediate halt when she nearly jerks back at his sudden coughing - herself, nearly cringing upon hearing the severity and anticipating the pain that'll follow after it. Vivian is left staring for the short amount of time, eyeing Tae as he attempted to muffle himself.[break][break]
Clearly, that didn't work. She watches as he drags himself over to the nearest couch, still giving him that lingering gaze as he begins to pull himself together. Vivian on the other hand had walked in on her own after taking off her shoes and pushing them to the side. Just like that, the thoughts and questions of earlier doubt had been cast and swept to the side as she began making for a beeline towards the kitchen. "No, I'm not." She doesn't bother to try answering his initial, attempted claim that he was okay. She knew - he knew that she knew - she wasn't going to buy any of that. He was sick. She wasn't going to convince her otherwise, and therefore she was going to help him. [break][break]
She turns her attention to the stove before her, taking a moment to assess the food that he already set down and began to make with a quick gaze. Though she would have done as he said, part of her.. Didn't want to take the food he was making off mid-preparation. Instead, Vivian sets the groceries and bags down against the floor and lowers the flame a slight bit before crouching and going through the plastic bags she brought. Rummaging through, she pulls out a small package containing cough medicine - the slightly sweet ones, resembling candy of sorts to make it easier to eat - and places it against the counter for the time being.[break][break]
She doesn't take long to walk over to the cabinets, looking for some raw rice she could use and scoop into a small, free pot that he had stored. Just enough, she emphasized in her mind, while pouring the grains in. She brought it over to the sink, pouring relatively cold water in and in her wait, rolled her sleeves up so she could begin to wash the rice on her own - even if it was clean. A habit of hers. Thankfully it doesn't take long and she drains out the 'dirtied' water properly, before filling the pot back up just a slight bit above the rice line. After quickly drying the outside with a paper towel she pulled, she places the pot on top of the burner and has it heat up after putting the lid on top. It would take a while for it to cook, but.. Something bland would possibly be best for him. With that done, she reaches over to pick up the cough medicine along with the tea he had made earlier with the intention to bring them over.[break][break]
And good god did she gasp in surprise to find him with his mask on and walking around and about. [break][break]
"... You really shouldn't be walking around.." She groans in a near distaste, in spite of the relatively cold and stoic expression. Regardless, she holds the cup of tea out to him, with the cough medicine resting on top of the tiny teacup plate (as she called them). "Take some medicine for the cough and for your throat.. I can make some honey and lemon tea for you, later, to help ease it..?" She pauses before narrowing her eyes slightly back to the stove. [break][break]
".. The food will probably take a little bit to finish.."
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Civilian
call me Tae, Tyr, Liekos
He/Him
27 YEARS OLD
August
7
Leo
Seoul, South Korea
Bisexual
Idol/CEO
TAG WITH @taeseung
Tae Seung Kyon
no one wants to see the way society keeps spreading the disease.
[attr="class","trying"] [attr="class","we1"] [attr="class","lost1"]Yeet, yot, thou art a thot~. [attr="class","rise"] [attr="class","dying1"] [attr="class","mouths1"]"Nah... Nah, that's fine~..." he murmured with a vague - yet hidden, and admittedly forced - smile from beneath the shroud of his mask; the rising of his cheeks being one of the sole, yet still more subtle features giving way towards the shift within his expression, and a soft spark of his former gusto - however faint - briefly settling itself within his gaze throughout the time that she had spoken to him, as well as throughout the time that he had managed to muster the aforementioned, initial response of his. "I don't mind waitin', and all~... Worst case scenario, I'll probably just-... Uh... I dunno? Knock the shit out, or something...?" For a short while, he took care to mull his own response over; fully aware of the words that he had offered within replies, though - despite the fact that they had slipped from none other than his own lips - appeared to be seemingly unsatisfied with his alleged claims. A brief period of silence shrouded his being prior to a slow, deepened breath being drawn inwards between his lips; the air itself being held within his lungs for as long as he could have possibly done, though after a little while more, he refrained from continuing on with such manners, as an initially vague itch had suddenly formed within the back of his throat. Although repressed heavily for sake of refraining from appearing overly dramatic - which, in itself, had also been an odd course of action for him, of all people - he released another string of abrupt coughs after several feeble attempts of keeping himself silence, though in comparison to earlier, the fit had trailed off much quicker, much to his relief.
...The relief amidst his ongoing suffering.
For several moments, he stood where he had stopped; doing little more than absentmindedly glaring upon the grounds beneath him as he gauged his condition afterwards, and - overall - deliberating over whether or not another coughing fit had been eminent. Given that a few seconds had passed following his glare, dulled, azure voids of his would have shut, altogether, within a subtly tired trance; another attempt of a deepened breath being processed and uninterrupted that time around. With little trouble, he released the second breath within a slow - yet almost uncertain, as well as borderline shaky - sigh, and he shook his head softly. ”...You really don’t have to do this, though, Vi~...” he started off with a small smile while opening his eyes once more; peering upon the tea offered to him for little more than a few moments before he reached out to take it with a touch more of compliance. He lifted the cup to his lips and took a sip; allowing the tea to settle within his throat at first, and - once it had been moderately rehydrated - took care to take the medicine before washing another, slightly more copious drink down. Although he held his own through the gesture, the faintest glimpse of disdain surface upon his face; a result of the soreness taking a toll on him, and causing him to give a soft grumble while the tea made its way down. ”...I appreciate, though~... I really do. ...If you’re actually gonna stick around, I’ll make it up to you sometime soon~...” ulla [newclass=.we1]background-image:url(https://i.imgur.com/lGc9v4G.jpg?1);height:380px;width:400px;padding-top:120px;overflow:hidden;[/newclass][newclass=.avatar]background-color:#363636;width:50%;padding:10px;opacity:.9;transition:1s;border:#666 1px solid;padding-top:30px;padding-bottom:30px;transition-delay:2.5s;[/newclass][newclass=.lost1]font-size:12px;font-family:Alegreya Sans SC;color:#fff;letter-spacing:2px;padding:10px;background-color:#363636;opacity:.9;border:#666 1px solid;width:50%;transition:1s;margin-top:10px;margin-bottom:10px;transition-delay:2.5s;[/newclass][newclass=.trying:hover .lost1]opacity:0;transition:1s;[/newclass][newclass=.trying:hover .avatar]opacity:0;transition:1s;[/newclass][newclass=.rise]padding-top:25px;height:475px;width:400px;background-color:#272727;opacity:.8;margin-top:200px;transition:2s;transition-delay:1s;[/newclass][newclass=.trying:hover .rise]margin-top:-360px;transition:1.5s;transition-delay:1s;[/newclass][newclass=.dying1]width:80%;padding:10px;background-color:#1a1a1a;border:#444 1px solid;opacity:0;transition:1s;[/newclass][newclass=.mouths1]color:#eee;font-size:10px;text-align:justify;height:370px;overflow:auto;padding:5px;[/newclass][newclass=.lying1]width:80%;padding:3px;background-color:#1a1a1a;color:#777;font-size:10px;text-align:left;border:#444 1px solid;margin-top:10px;padding-left:10px;padding-right:10px;opacity:0;transition:1s;[/newclass][newclass=.trying:hover .dying1]opacity:1;transition:1s;transition-delay:2.5s;[/newclass][newclass=.trying:hover .lying1]opacity:1;transition:1s;transition-delay:2.5s;[/newclass][newclass=.trying ::-webkit-scrollbar]width:7px;[/newclass][newclass=.trying ::-webkit-scrollbar-track-piece]background:#444;border-left:3px solid #1a1a1a;border-right:3px solid #1a1a1a;[/newclass][newclass=.trying ::-webkit-scrollbar-thumb]background:#000;border:#444 1px solid;[/newclass][newclass=.dying1 b]color:#508ACC[/newclass][googlefont=Alegreya Sans SC]
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