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Revolutionist
call me Ry, Crow
He/Him
28 YEARS OLD
January
5
Capricorn
Covina, California
Pansexual
Enforcer/Combat Teacher
TAG WITH @ryan
Ryan Arcken
no one wants to see the way society keeps spreading the disease.
[attr="class","trying"] [attr="class","we1"] [attr="class","lost1"]Who am I? [attr="class","rise"] [attr="class","dying1"] [attr="class","mouths1"]A sigh escaped into the air, though one may have wondered why, when casting the obvious questions of, ‘Who did it?’ or even, ‘Where did it happen?’ aside. To answer those two respectively, however, the answer was simple: an amnesiac, and at the outdoor area of a nearby cafe. Word on the street had been that the establishment had been new, yet fared rather well within its new location- and as far as he had been concerned, Ryan confirmed that such claims were rightfully placed. Within the modern day, restaurants and the like had gradually begun to become more diverse within their cuisine and offerings, alike. Whereas past times would have made it difficult to find much more than a simple fast food joint, people were awfully expansive, nowadays. ...Sometimes not exactly the best in service or products, but still expansive, nevertheless. One thing that happened to become more common as a result of such expenditures had been the tea sale in general, but he himself had been more concerned with milk tea. While he hadn’t quite known within that time that it was a drink much loved by him throughout childhood, he knew that - right then and there - it was something that he very much enjoyed. Thai, green, black… So long as it came with some form of cream and a good serving of tapioca pearls, he found that it was easy to make him content.
That day, he felt a little fancier than usual, so he craved for something…more. Not your simple milk tea - which the cafe itself served, of course - but something cooler. Thus, as he waited for a particular contact of his within the fenced outdoors of the establishment, he - with a couple pastries upon the table before him - took care to pull the mask that he wore down just long enough to take a copious sip of the taro milkshake that he purchased sometime beforehand. After the flavor of both drink and pearl alike entered his mouth, he took care to wipe his lips with a napkin before lifting the mask back up - solely to hide the rather gnarly scar that dominated the left side of his face from the public - and setting the drink besides the pastries. All the while, he leaned back within his chair, and - after a small amount of thought, and after assessing the slow business occurring at the time - hooked his foot around the leg of the chair across from him before pulling it over and lifting both atop it for leisure.
His hand found its way into one of his pockets; taking his phone out soon after drawing back out, and perusing his messages. His thumb tapped upon one of his more recent contacts soon after unlocking the screen, and he eyed the latter points of the conversation. From what he knew and read, it was just a small time from the meeting time discussed, and he just wanted to take a time check. No rush or anything. Only reason he was there early was because he liked to be punctual.
That, he wanted to enjoy a drink or two before actually discussing.
That, too.
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Revolutionist
call me Eun
She/Her
24 YEARS OLD
April
1
Aries
Seoul, South Korea
Pansexual
Beautician
TAG WITH @eun
EUN HA PARK
Sometimes a few words speak louder than a scream
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She didn't have to be on time, right?[break][break]
No, she didn't. No obligations or anything of the sort; and it wasn't like that she going to be way late or keep him waiting. In fact? If it weren't for the fact that her cousin had the audacity to nag at her until her ear fell off, then she would have texted last minute to cancel. It wasn't anything personal, no. Even though it may have come off as unprofessional? Even though it would come off as that way. The young woman glances into the window of a cafe idly, staring at her reflection for a brief moment before shifting her gaze at the sweets lines for display. After a short moment of debate, she takes a moment to let herself into the candy store and peruse the sweets they had on display and in store. With this? She's going to be late by.. Possibly a few minutes. Did she care? No, not exactly. Sure, she should be going in at an appropriate time. Sure, she should be doing it for the sake of the revolution, for the cause that she was fighting for. Mmn.. But that would assume she felt a strong desire for the said cause.[break][break]
That's died a long time ago. [break][break]
Her phone buzzes softly in her pocket, but she has a brief idea as to who it was-- somebody who, really, should have kept her nose and business to herself. Eun groans softly but ultimately glances down at the screen. First to take note of the time, then take note at the text that was sent to her. Nagging, nagging, she thought quietly to herself. Endearing as it was, she found herself growing more annoyed by the day. Since when had she become so short tempered and irritable? It was a mystery. Maybe it was something bad that had happened just a few days prior? Maybe it was her waking up on the wrong side of the bed, and feeling grouchy because of it. Maybe it was finally getting fed up with how her cousin was monitoring or nagging her like a child, even though she were a fully grown woman. It could be any of these reasons or more - maybe another reason that she never listed. [break][break]
She doesn't let the twang of irritation linger for too long before sliding her phone back into her pocket with a subtly, nonchalant glare. Quickly checking out and buying the small baggie of chocolates, she continues en route to the cafe she agreed to meet somebody at. A sigh escapes her lips as she makes her way down the sidewalk, a chocolate popped into her mouth for the meantime as she preps herself for some nice, sweetened bubble tea. Maybe something nice and chilly can cool her head? [break][break]
Thankfully, it doesn't take her too long to get to the cafe in question. It was in walking distance, even though she was maybe a few minutes late. Well.. She had an excuse. As long as she can tell him 'I found a cute candy store down the block. I'll repay my lateness in candies', then everything should have been fine. With one hand holding the baggie of chocolates, her other hand pulls her phone out as she takes a bit to walk into the cafe. Eyes on the screen to skim through the messages, trying to recall if he had described his appearance to her in any way in their exchange. The only reason why she stopped was to pull out the notepad app on her phone and type in her order, before showing it over to the cashier with a faint smirk on her face. After that, she returned to her own skimming - ignoring the aback expression from the one taking her order. [break][break]
Service was quick, and it's something she liked about this place in particular. The classical, taro milk tea with ice cubes and tapioca pearls sitting at the bottom never got old for her. Slipping the handle of the baggie onto her arm and rest on the crease of her elbow, holds the cup in her now free hand while also, quietly, snickering at the tail end of their messages. Was she a jerk for probably leaving him hanging like that? Yes, she was. Was it also amusing? Yes, it certainly was. [break][break]
'You'll know who I'm talking about when you see me.'[break][break]
She sends to him. She takes off her bag and sets down the chocolates against the table once she's seated, only to lean over and pull out a whiteboard from the larger book bag she carried in with her - paired with a dry erase marker, of course. It wasn't anything too large, but there were people who gave her odd looks of scepticism as she began to idly doodle. Little stars and bubble letters, like a grade schooler was trying too hard to make it look fancy. [break][break]
'I'M THE PLUS ONE' it read, in a glaring red. She figured that would be enough of a hint.
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Revolutionist
call me Ry, Crow
He/Him
28 YEARS OLD
January
5
Capricorn
Covina, California
Pansexual
Enforcer/Combat Teacher
TAG WITH @ryan
Ryan Arcken
no one wants to see the way society keeps spreading the disease.
[attr="class","trying"] [attr="class","we1"] [attr="class","lost1"]Who am I? [attr="class","rise"] [attr="class","dying1"] [attr="class","mouths1"]Now, he didn’t want to admit he was a stickler. ...He was a stickler, though.
While he hadn’t been completely sure about whether or not he had always been one prior to his memory loss, the fact of the matter that he was rather picky and slightly judgmental when it came to the details of matters. Set up a time and place for an outing or meeting, and he expected whoever he made the aforementioned plans with to be punctual about it- more so if it was for something along the lines of ‘professional’. It was a habit of his to judge before meeting someone - as he was fully aware that, sometimes, routines often gave hints about a person’s general demeanor, but weren’t always accurate evidence for assumptions - but as he took note of the time a small while afterwards with little means of telling the whereabouts of the person he was supposed to meet, he breathed a subtle sigh under his breath while leaning back into his chair. Of course, he’d still be as casual as possible when she arrived, and would be generally approachable unless given a reason not to be, but still. ...If he had to be absolutely honest, he’d say that the first impressions he was getting weren’t the best.
It was subtle, but still.
So, he scanned through his texts one last time; taking note of the lack of response as of that moment, and breathing a second sigh while thinking matters over. At some point, he brought it upon himself to stand and slide his chair back. His shake was dwindling, and he figured he’d need something else to tide him over, so he left a few of his lesser belongings at the table as a signal saying that he was still using it before returning to the line within. He waited accordingly and placed his order; soon coming back with another shake, instead. Matcha, or - for the less cultured - green tea, complete with the corresponding flavor of ice cream atop it. Something more subtle in sweetness, as that was the kind of thing that was right up his alley. By the time that he was beginning to walk back outside, he began to take a sip from it, but glanced down as he felt a rumble within his pocket again. Like earlier, he took his phone out and unlocked the screen before looking through his messages, and couldn’t help but to furrow his brows at the latest, belated message.
...What’s that supposed to mean…?
Such was the thought that slipped through his mind as he walked along, but the moment that he so much as caught sight of the outdoor area yet again, he - much like some of the other customers - found his gaze drifting towards a specific individual as she stood. ...It was an odd thing, because he took one look at her, and immediately felt like he was in some sort of romance movie where someone was waiting at a terminal for however long with a sign to let their long distance partner know where they were. Again, odd, but that was his immediate connection.
At first, he only spared her a glance for sake of respect and subtleties, but he couldn’t help but take another look from the corner of his eye when he was closer- and it was then that he found himself staring a bit more to let the message sink in. He took little more than a moment to read the words and connect it to the text, and he ended up smiling beneath the mask he wore.
His gaze lifted to eye her with a touch of pensiveness before gently tapping the corner of the board with his new drink. ”...You weren’t lying when you said I’d know when I saw~,” he mused with a quiet chuckle. ulla [newclass=.we1]background-image:url(https://i.imgur.com/jc1e5uH.jpg?1);height:380px;width:400px;padding-top:120px;overflow:hidden;[/newclass][newclass=.avatar]background-color:#363636;width:50%;padding:10px;opacity:.9;transition:1s;border:#666 1px solid;padding-top:30px;padding-bottom:30px;transition-delay:2.5s;[/newclass][newclass=.lost1]font-size:12px;font-family:Alegreya Sans SC;color:#fff;letter-spacing:2px;padding:10px;background-color:#363636;opacity:.9;border:#666 1px solid;width:50%;transition:1s;margin-top:10px;margin-bottom:10px;transition-delay:2.5s;[/newclass][newclass=.trying:hover .lost1]opacity:0;transition:1s;[/newclass][newclass=.trying:hover .avatar]opacity:0;transition:1s;[/newclass][newclass=.rise]padding-top:25px;height:475px;width:400px;background-color:#272727;opacity:.8;margin-top:200px;transition:2s;transition-delay:1s;[/newclass][newclass=.trying:hover .rise]margin-top:-360px;transition:1.5s;transition-delay:1s;[/newclass][newclass=.dying1]width:80%;padding:10px;background-color:#1a1a1a;border:#444 1px solid;opacity:0;transition:1s;[/newclass][newclass=.mouths1]color:#eee;font-size:10px;text-align:justify;height:370px;overflow:auto;padding:5px;[/newclass][newclass=.lying1]width:80%;padding:3px;background-color:#1a1a1a;color:#777;font-size:10px;text-align:left;border:#444 1px solid;margin-top:10px;padding-left:10px;padding-right:10px;opacity:0;transition:1s;[/newclass][newclass=.trying:hover .dying1]opacity:1;transition:1s;transition-delay:2.5s;[/newclass][newclass=.trying:hover .lying1]opacity:1;transition:1s;transition-delay:2.5s;[/newclass][newclass=.trying ::-webkit-scrollbar]width:7px;[/newclass][newclass=.trying ::-webkit-scrollbar-track-piece]background:#444;border-left:3px solid #1a1a1a;border-right:3px solid #1a1a1a;[/newclass][newclass=.trying ::-webkit-scrollbar-thumb]background:#000;border:#444 1px solid;[/newclass][newclass=.dying1 b]color:#508ACC[/newclass][googlefont=Alegreya Sans SC]
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Revolutionist
call me Eun
She/Her
24 YEARS OLD
April
1
Aries
Seoul, South Korea
Pansexual
Beautician
TAG WITH @eun
EUN HA PARK
Sometimes a few words speak louder than a scream
[nospaces] [attr="class","eun_1"] [attr="class","eun_img"] [attr="class","eun_box"] [attr="class","eun_text"]
Was it rude on her part? [break][break]
Definitely, for making him wait. But on the other hand, she couldn't find it in herself to feel guilty about it. Or.. Strongly, in general. If she hat to put it some way or another, it'd be totally indifferent? She didn't exactly put too much effort into being punctual today - the reason being fickle. She didn't have to be here, even though she had agreed on a time and day. In light of that? She was rude. Rude to a man she had never met. As far as she were concerned, he was going to be working with her. He was going to be her partner in crime for this particular task or mission issued by the revolution. Although it was common courtesy.. yeah. No. [break][break]
Whilst waiting, she had already pulled out her phone to idly glance at it, using her thumb to flick and pull the notification centre down from the top of the screen (she hopes to see something, but she can't seem to find a thing. names and bubbles fill the board, yet none of them that mattered). Eun Ha pulls up to the messaging app, bright, sky blue eyes reflecting the screen with her gaze. She leans back into her chair, scrolling through the names and contacts upon contacts, eventually coming to a halt at the name "Ryan Arcken". The woman grows quiet (quieter than before, as though it were possible. the demeanour around her spoke of a woman mellow and silent) as she takes in a deep breath, eventually letting out a heavy sigh between her lips. Her brows furrow slightly and she leans her arm against the table, a pit of anxiety threatens to naw into her stomach (she was no stranger to distress or impatience - she might as well have them pay rent). [break][break]
She doesn't stare at it for too long (not at that face, that grin and that smile was too much to bear). With the click of her finger, she quickly tries to tuck her phone back into her pocket. Mind off of Ryan, for now.. He's been missing for a while, now. The world had an odd way of telling her not to fall or anyone - especially with the deja vu hitting her so hard. Was it going to be a repeat of Morgan?She hopes that it won't be (but the amount of times she checks her phone on a daily basis, hoping for something would say otherwise).[break][break]
That said, it shouldn't take too long for the guy to actually find her, right? Especially with a board that practically screamed out "THIS IS YOUR PARTNER, RIGHT HERE". Perhaps her earlier message was too obvious? They were, bottom line, still supposed to be undercover. Maybe she shouldn't have done something that would garner the attention of the passerbys - both giving amused expressions and uncomfortable. Amongst the people who walked and passed, there was one man in particular who seemed to approach her with a subtle smirk on his lips. She raises her head to greet him, although expecting to see the entirety of his face, she's only met with his eyes. He was.. Wearing a mask? But why? Was he sick or something? She grabs her board with one hand, intending to pull out a dry erase marker to write down a response or a greeting. Or.. An introduction, at the very least. Her lips curled into a smile, or the sake of courtesy in greeting. Everything was going swimmingly. [break][break]
The gods had other plans. [break][break]
Was it appearance that threw her off? No. The gaze he gave her was all the same as one who was only greeting someone for the first time (and little did she know, that wasn't far from the truth). But the voice was familiar. It rang in her ears, it resonated with her chest (too well; it made it churn and twist in all ways to hurt). So much, that she could feel it. Her distress on her expression, with her jaw slightly agape and the marker even slipping from her loosened grip. Could anyone blame her for the shock (no, because anyone would be surprised at the appearance at who should be a dead man walking).[break][break]
"... Ryan?"
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Revolutionist
call me Ry, Crow
He/Him
28 YEARS OLD
January
5
Capricorn
Covina, California
Pansexual
Enforcer/Combat Teacher
TAG WITH @ryan
Ryan Arcken
no one wants to see the way society keeps spreading the disease.
[attr="class","trying"] [attr="class","we1"] [attr="class","lost1"]Who am I? [attr="class","rise"] [attr="class","dying1"] [attr="class","mouths1"]...She knew him?
His approachable front had remained intact all throughout the time that his eyes laid upon her form; glancing towards the surrounding objects and scenery once every rare occasion as he waited for some form of response within an instinctive manner, though returning his gaze towards her once more before long as he waited within a subtle sense of anticipation. As truthfully peeved as he was, he would have been lying if he said that the act alone - however subtly risky as it may have been, considering the context of their meeting, to begin with - refrained from lightening the impression that he had ended up garnering from her; what with the late appearance that he himself would never forget, though an appearance that could at least be redeemed with other qualities such as the...odd sense of humor that she exhibited in the form of her obvious jests to gain his own attention. The gesture amused him, so that counted for something- even if it was within smaller, barely accountable amounts. It amused him enough to have at least a sliver more of patience while awaiting her own response towards his greeting; however, once he took note of the rather swift shift within her demeanor as soon as it had surfaced, he found the smile - still hidden beneath the sanctity of his mask - faltering the faintest bit out of concern and curiosity. His head tilted out of absentminded habit as a means to express his curiosity, and although he found himself with a desire to inquire further, he instead found his body moving prior to his mind; crimson voids trailing after the marker within her grasp, and his free hand shooting out upon pure reflex to catch it long before it would have hit the ground beneath them.
Gaze lingering, and mind processing; he eyed the writing utensil for but a moment or two before giving it a gentle spin within his grasp and taking care to lift his eyes to focus upon hers once more. With the initial intention to hold it out for her in order to give her the chance to rightfully take it back from him, he quirked his lip softly before lingering within his own mind and thoughts first goal of inquiring upon the sudden change within her demeanor, as well to voice his own, curious concern before her as a means of ensuring her safety, on top of gently attempting to gain some type of answer to the questions that surfaced within his head as a result of the sudden development. Rather than finding himself coming forth with his own words of question, however, he found himself briefly silenced with a single one of her own.
Even despite the fact that they had a mutual pool of connections that quite possibly allowed names to dwindle here and there, the fact of the matter had been that she...called him by his name. Not his alias, but his actual, given name, even if he himself had never so much as given to her through any willing or knowing means. Maybe she just did her own digging before the meeting? Maybe she got a couple tips from a couple other connections in the revolution. Maybe there was some extra knowledge that she happened to have, and that he might uncover in the near future, but...nevertheless, there was something about what she said. ...How she said it?
...No. No, it was her voice. ...Or was it her look?
Following the uttering of his own calling despite their lack of formal introduction, he peered upon her with a touch of thoughtfulness within his eyes; continuously holding the marker out to her without quite realizing the fact that his hand had lingered for quite a while beforehand, and thus opting to slowly set it down upon the table next to them instead after a while. The aforementioned hand found its way into his pocket, and as he held his drink within the remaining, he eyed her with a subtle bit more pensiveness. With more time taken to take her into account, the more he felt some form of...familiarity. Similar to the type he felt towards a few other people he happened to come across fairly recently, within the last few months. Their faces and voices - much like hers - seemed foreign to him, though not completely. Albeit, they had been the ones to continue talking to him after hearing his voice, so he had a better frame of reference to judge whether or not their voices had been ones that he knew. She herself only spoke but a single word, but...it was intuitive of him all at once. Intuitive as something within him seemed to click and ring the infamous bell kept safe beneath the label of, ‘Familiar,’ but there he was without any other context as to who she was. ...But it made him curious. He discovered that the others knew him, and that he was even blood related to a couple of them. There was a relation.
At the very least, she knew his name right off the bat, so she had to have known him before, as well. ...Right?
It was the question that he repeated to himself several times, but before long, he concluded that it was better to formally speak upon it, rather than leave himself to ponder the matter with no way of gaining any answers of any sort within the scenario of doing so. So, he eyed her for a small while more prior to setting his drink down - momentarily, that was - besides the marker; slipping the corresponding hand into his other pocket, as well, going, ”...Yeah…?” at first. Silence overcame him for a couple of moments after, but after thinking on the situation longer, he added, ”...You know me…?” ulla [newclass=.we1]background-image:url(https://i.imgur.com/jc1e5uH.jpg?1);height:380px;width:400px;padding-top:120px;overflow:hidden;[/newclass][newclass=.avatar]background-color:#363636;width:50%;padding:10px;opacity:.9;transition:1s;border:#666 1px solid;padding-top:30px;padding-bottom:30px;transition-delay:2.5s;[/newclass][newclass=.lost1]font-size:12px;font-family:Alegreya Sans SC;color:#fff;letter-spacing:2px;padding:10px;background-color:#363636;opacity:.9;border:#666 1px solid;width:50%;transition:1s;margin-top:10px;margin-bottom:10px;transition-delay:2.5s;[/newclass][newclass=.trying:hover .lost1]opacity:0;transition:1s;[/newclass][newclass=.trying:hover .avatar]opacity:0;transition:1s;[/newclass][newclass=.rise]padding-top:25px;height:475px;width:400px;background-color:#272727;opacity:.8;margin-top:200px;transition:2s;transition-delay:1s;[/newclass][newclass=.trying:hover .rise]margin-top:-360px;transition:1.5s;transition-delay:1s;[/newclass][newclass=.dying1]width:80%;padding:10px;background-color:#1a1a1a;border:#444 1px solid;opacity:0;transition:1s;[/newclass][newclass=.mouths1]color:#eee;font-size:10px;text-align:justify;height:370px;overflow:auto;padding:5px;[/newclass][newclass=.lying1]width:80%;padding:3px;background-color:#1a1a1a;color:#777;font-size:10px;text-align:left;border:#444 1px solid;margin-top:10px;padding-left:10px;padding-right:10px;opacity:0;transition:1s;[/newclass][newclass=.trying:hover .dying1]opacity:1;transition:1s;transition-delay:2.5s;[/newclass][newclass=.trying:hover .lying1]opacity:1;transition:1s;transition-delay:2.5s;[/newclass][newclass=.trying ::-webkit-scrollbar]width:7px;[/newclass][newclass=.trying ::-webkit-scrollbar-track-piece]background:#444;border-left:3px solid #1a1a1a;border-right:3px solid #1a1a1a;[/newclass][newclass=.trying ::-webkit-scrollbar-thumb]background:#000;border:#444 1px solid;[/newclass][newclass=.dying1 b]color:#508ACC[/newclass][googlefont=Alegreya Sans SC]
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Revolutionist
call me Eun
She/Her
24 YEARS OLD
April
1
Aries
Seoul, South Korea
Pansexual
Beautician
TAG WITH @eun
EUN HA PARK
Sometimes a few words speak louder than a scream
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What would she do if she saw him again?[break][break]
She'd asked herself many times in the past (would she apologize? Talk? Smile?) and it was the same, every time. She told herself that she would speak to him. She told herself that she would smile, that she would cry. She would voice her opinion, she would voice out her feelings. They wouldn't be a layer on her face (not like before) and she would say it. Tell him what she was scared of (who she was scared of losing) and what she wanted from him (from them) before he had left. She told herself that she would confess, speak up, maybe smile and call him an idiot, for leaving her for so long. After all-- It wasn't fair. It wasn't fair for him to leave (not after stopping her attempt to disappear) without telling her. Without letting her know in advance; it was useless to try. (After she had jumped) he told her that he would listen to her-- They were the words she's only ever wanted to hear. In return, he could talk to her. She could learn more about him and, him, about her. That's what she wanted; it's what she's always wanted. [break][break]
But why?
Why, when the time has come? Why, when he was standing right here, could she not move a finger? Why was she frozen, yet heated and sweating? Why was she staring, mouth agape in awe? Why was she feeling this skittish butterfly ruthlessly fluttering about in her stomach, while also feeling the twisting and churning of her heart the longer she stared? Why could she only stare, and not move? She wants to smile, and she wants to cry. She feels the tears beginning to well up close to her eyes, but it takes everything in her power to push - push - push them down. The numbness - the frigid, freezing shock - had been warmed, glazed over with a rush of.. Was it warmth? She couldn't tell, as her body grew warmer and warmer. Was this relief? Joy? Sadness? Grief? She couldn't tell, and she didn't know if she'd be able to any time soon. [break][break]
She knows what she should do. She should talk to him, explain, ask him how he's been, where he's been. She should do all the things she said that she would (But why, after so many days - nay, months - of telling herself scenarios and outcomes, is it so difficult), but all that comes out of her throat following his name was a soft gasp.[break][break]
She knows it. She knows she has to collect herself. She knows that she needs to compose herself, to properly speak to him. She knows that standing there - sitting there - like a deer caught in headlights wasn't going to change anything. It wasn't going to change the fact that he was gone for so long (that he left, after saying that he'd sit, and listen. How could he break his promise?) and it wasn't going to change the fact that he is here. Now. Standing right in front of her, head tilted in that confusion like she were some sort of stranger. [break][break]
... But why was it so damn hard?![break][break]
She wanted to cry. Right on the spot, she wanted to break down. Her hands began to tremble, the words are beginning to get caught in the back of her throat. They were clustered up - all of a sudden, the words she wanted to say were jumbled up, and so he was met with silence. Not even the gaze that she had fixated on him was there any longer, lowered to the ground as her hand clutches into a fist. "Wh-Why..?" She can barely choke out, but her voice is quiet. Hesitation filled her tone, and it threatened to break down the remains of the woman's composure. She shouldn't speak anymore (she shouldn't speak anymore) or she'll know. She'll cause problems, wouldn't she? But.. The way he was acting. He remembered her, right? Maybe it was the contact lens, or maybe it was the hair? After the.. Accident, she did change everything around (looking into the mirror was unspeakable - they were past mistakes laid bare for her to see in all of its disgusting glory). [break][break]
So she took the marker from him, quickly (weakly) grabbing it from his hand to quickly scribble down on the whiteboard before her tears could stain the surface. She kept her head hung low, bangs covering her eyes as she took a slow deep breath in - but she held it. She held her breath in, as did she hold her tears. On the whiteboard, she scribbles for him, then quickly holds it up and in front of her face. [break][break]
She didn't want him to see her cry. [break] Not again.[break][break]
'It's Eun Ha. You don't remember me >3<?'
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Requiem
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Revolutionist
call me Ry, Crow
He/Him
28 YEARS OLD
January
5
Capricorn
Covina, California
Pansexual
Enforcer/Combat Teacher
TAG WITH @ryan
Ryan Arcken
no one wants to see the way society keeps spreading the disease.
[attr="class","trying"] [attr="class","we1"] [attr="class","lost1"]Who am I? [attr="class","rise"] [attr="class","dying1"] [attr="class","mouths1"]Needless to say, he found himself at a momentary loss when posed with how the scenario found itself suddenly escalating; ironic, considering the particular person that had begun to crumble her walls before him, though it had been irony that was lost to him within those specific moments in time. In the event of recollection, he would have been lying if he had ever stated that he felt calm and unfazed by her display; rather, and sooner admitting that - despite external expressions - he found himself subtly panicking within the realms of his mind with the more he witnessed from her. Him. A known killer and not much more for the most part, which...confused him. After all, his intention that day had been to meet with her in regards to capture, interrogation… The works, as well as what the norm had been since he had ‘come back’ to his senses. There was something about this that put him off, however, and the thing was that he couldn’t quite fathom in what manner. He panicked. ...Partially due to the remnants of his former being; the portions of him that called out to him to at least attempt to comfort the poor soul, even despite the fact that he truthfully hadn’t the slightest idea of how to approach her of such matters at first. In addition to that, there was something more. ...Something that he felt odd, and something that thrust him into more of a dilemma with himself.
Instantaneously, he found himself mad and in disdain upon seeing her cry. Almost cry, at least. Visibly. Openly. After all, even if he wasn’t aware of why, the look of holding back tears was one painfully familiar to him.
Was it because he was the cause, even if he had no idea how that could have been the case? He felt like it. But still, there was something more; something that drove him to feel an augmented sense of sympathy and a distressing need to do whatever he could to bring the smile - however partially fake he felt it was from the first second - back upon her lips once more. Truth be told, in spite of the flurry his mind had been surged into upon witnessing the escalation of her demeanor before him, his first instinct had been to reach out and wipe her tears away himself, or even pull her over into a comforting hold to the best of his abilities- and he actually would have, had he not caught himself in the thought prior. So, he settled for staring in some form of processing and shock at first, though swiftly averted his energies from gawking in favor of eyeing those around them for a quick moment. Upon noting their lingering gazes upon the two of them, he narrowed his eyes and glanced back towards her; reaching into one of his pockets to pull a tissue out, since - again - even if she made her own, futile attempts to hide herself, he could see. ...He could feel it.
This was the best he could do at the moment.
With one hand outstretched to offer the tissue, the remaining lifted and touched her shoulder gently; patting it within a soft and comforting manner - to the best of his ability, that was - prior to nodding towards the table he had claimed some time prior. ”...C’mon. Let’s...take a seat first, at least,” he murmured, glancing down towards the board she held while posing the most recent inquiry before him. His eyes scanned the words pensively for several moments before lifting his eyes to meet hers once more; eyes narrowing and cheeks rising to pave the way of an otherwise hidden, gentle expression. ”This...isn’t what we came here for, but...I’ll explain myself once we take a seat. It’ll be kinda awkward, but...I think it’s gotta happen first....”
Following those words, he pulled his hands back; leaving her with the tissue, and opting to take hold of his drink once more in favor of making those few, brisk, and quickened strides back to the table. After setting his drink upon his side of the table, he shifted over to the seat across from his; quickly placing a hand upon it to pull the chair out while turning his head to peer over at her yet again. He beckoned over to her while nodding down to the seat with an underlying sense of anticipation and nervousness while waiting.
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played by
Marshmallow
POSTS
23
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Revolutionist
call me Eun
She/Her
24 YEARS OLD
April
1
Aries
Seoul, South Korea
Pansexual
Beautician
TAG WITH @eun
EUN HA PARK
Sometimes a few words speak louder than a scream
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It was difficult. [break][break]
She could feel it; she felt her heart trembling, shaking against her ribs as the butterflies only mercilessly fester in her stomach. She hides (as she always does) behind the whiteboard stained with the jet black pigment whilst holding her breath. She won't cry - she can't cry - in front of him (did she have a right? Of course; no one would blame her but herself). Pathetic, she thought to herself. Truly, she thought herself different. She thought that, maybe, after all these years (even going through this a second time) would steel her enough to swallow it down (the 'I miss you's and the 'don't leave me's), but it doesn't. [break][break]
Pathetic. [break][break]
Words couldn't begin to describe her disdain - her hatred - towards her attitude and actions. Even though no tears fell, it was painstakingly obvious that she was going to cry. It was clear as day that she was trying, so hard, to hold herself lest anything roll down the sides of her cheek and her face. Fingers trembling, lip quivering, all matched with the somewhat shaky handwriting of her former words and the expression she tried to draw on the face of the board (one that she couldn't hope to reflect on herself; not now) pointed to the opposite of how she wanted to convey herself - how she should convey herself. [break][break]
After what feels like an eternity, a slow sigh is drawn from her lips. Shaky; it wasn't convincing. It was audible, offering the slightest crack in the window to what she would have sounded like. Would he believe her if she said she was alright? No, she wouldn't be able to say it (the cracks will break, scatter and pour like the bottled emotions she desperately presses the cork to). Would he believe it if she did? No--[break][break]
No. [break][break]
This wasn't the same him she'd known back. He didn't recognize her, even when she didn't look all too different to what she looked like months ago. She hides her appearance (the abnormalities and abominations, all in their sullied beauty). She takes the tissue with her other hand, only to slip it behind the whiteboard and attempt to compose herself.[break][break]
She needed to smile. [break][break]
As she always did. She needed to smile, no matter how feigned it was (lie, lie again and again. Stain her mind and tongue with the sugar over the salt). It wasn't his business, she thought. Indeed; perhaps the only thing that was able to push her (to force her) to put on a smile was the fact that he offered nothing more than a somewhat comforting attempt by patting her shoulder, gently. And with that, the corners of her lips tug upwards and into a smile (weak, wry and most importantly, disingenuous. Hideous.) while lowering her white board. She wipes the scribble away with a different piece of cloth, then proceeded to replace the words. She gently places the whiteboard against the table in front of him. [break][break]
'Yeesh, I wasn't crying~'[break][break]
The biggest fib she ever did tell, with her trying to hide her face however poorly it was done. Another wry deep breath in, but she tries to keep that as silent as she can. Nevertheless, she will listen to his tale; even if she didn't have the right (clawing at her heart, the ghost of a past wriggling its way as a worm in her heart). [break][break]
She endures it, with a patient smile.
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