Hope of Morning
posted Feb 9, 2016 19:44:44 GMT -6
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[attr="class","sp00ltitle"]TURN ANOTHER TURN [attr="class","sp00lblurb"]Try as I might to keep it together, why is recovery taking forever? Fool the whole world, just until I get better, I'm terrified I'll be faking forever. On and on I wonder what went wrong inside my head. I don't have to have the answers, but tonight I wish I did. | [PTabbedContent] [PTab= [attr="class","sp00lleft1"]ABOUT ][attr="class","sp00lbig"]EMILIO OTA [attr="class","sp00ljust"] [attr="class","sp00ljust1"] Lies. Emilio's life for so long seemed to be nothing but pointless lies. Lies to please, to ease, to get people to leave him alone. At one point, he hated it. At another he stopped caring, stopped feeling, became numb to it all. There was a vague misery, a disgust in himself. The scars on his arms, on his legs, they told of story of self loathing that he'd hoped would end when he moved to Seattle. For the first few months, it didn't and he fell further, deeper into the darkness. Things began to perk up when he stumbled upon one of Doctor X's speeches in Occidental Park, ah, but at that moment he was Alexander Wayne, a politician, not Doctor X. It didn't take long for him to be pulled into Operation: Mindcrime. He had nothing to lose and everything to gain, after all, and gain he did. Doctor X gave him a purpose he'd so longed for and a use for his skills, a use for his lies. He made him stronger, raised him higher than he ever had been before. Emilio had never felt more secure, never felt so strongly that he belonged here. Even if the other revolutionists shied away from him, even if his friends were near nonexistent, it never brought him down because he was doing good for once, he was helping, he was useful.
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PHARAOH LEAP.
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